in the beginning
i thought i was going to be a job hopper for after my temporary contract finishes with, what i think the best, job i will ever had, i will be at a lost of what exactly i wanted to do.
i started out being an assistant doing very administrative works, just helping here and there when needed, and then they gave me some 'real' work to do and my organizing skills kicked in. time flies very fast, they gave me tasks or projects to handle, although one i thought i did not do my best, maybe not my forte.
being a net citizen, into social networks and all, i've always been an introvert person and physically or virtually, i cant bring myself to be an outgoing person. and thus, the failure in it. but i am proud i was given an opportunity to meet with many people in the media world and those who have vision and mission in da'wah through media. well, i've always known my da'wah is not that.
my da'wah is this. education. it was an impromptu decision but if reading The Alchemist ever taught me, it's that the whole universe works towards a destiny. (heck, i should not be quoting from authors, i should be quoting from the Prophet or the Sahabats or the alims!!)
i guess there are few people i should be thankful for, playing a part in making me who i am today. of course, it was never a smooth journey. never. more hard times than happier ones but i'll let myself persevere, for surely these hard works will not go unworthy. these difficult times are a phase which, upon reflection, i have to face. because, as i've always reminded my students, a challenge or obstacle is upon us not to degrade us, but really, we are chosen to face it because the Lord knows we can handle it, we can overcome it in victor. if not in the eyes of human, well, Lord knows everything.
la taziru waziratan wizra ukhra.