for this i

seems like this abode is inhabited
by seemingly selfish and uncaring people
when the day has taken its toll
no one, and i mean, no one cares
for what happens to the near surroundings
near surroundings

when the day has drained your energy and sanity
too much information, rushing for ender dates
one whole day won't be enough
that night be sacrificed
what is the world rushing for?

and the abode that waits
is not much of a heaven
can you please not shout
can you please not shout

for i cannot bear this burden
with all these anger and insincerity
isn't this the role we should play?
when others act their lines with ease
why do we moaned and groaned
why can't we just play our part?

for all these complaints hurt
an automatic blame absorbant
let me do all these
let me do all these
let me do all these
if it makes you happy
if it makes them happy

i will do it all
with silence

i hated all these complaints
i hated all these uncares
i hated all these ignorance
i hated all these I attitude
for this I will not help
for this I will not care
for this I will complain

for this I wants to play games
for this I wants to work night shift (but i rather play games all day, and not do a single other thing except eat)
for this I is tired with NPCC
for this I is tired with floorball
for this I is the breadwinner
for this I is claiming to do everything

what about this i?
i cannot bear to hurt
i cannot bear to anger
i cannot bear to order

still i have not done enough
still i be your silent slave?

for this i
has lost my strength